To Those Who Have Posed Questions on my Beliefs and Spirituality.

I admit it, I am an atheist. I am not proud of it, nor am I ashamed of it. I will say it when I need to and stress on the fact that I am one and it is my belief.

Okay, number one. An answer to Devinna's question.

The reason why I said Hinduism was dirty because
a) I didn't know what to say.
b) It was one of them questions where I'd look for a word in my head and just simply pick one to get it over with and move on.

I did not mean any offense to Hinduism because
a) There isn't a reason to.


I think that if you are to accept me as a friend, you are also to accept my beliefs and spirituality. What you said today was very annoying and I did not feel comfortable having to answer them truthfully. It is one of my sensitive topics of which I do not wish to touch or have anything to do with.

I believe in the Darwin's theory. I accept the theory because of the evidence available which confirms and answers my question.

I do not believe in the existence of God, Demons and The Holy Spirit because there is no evidence to support their existence.

Although my belief in evolution is strong, I admit, I do not happen to know everything about anything.

However, if I was presented with proofs and evidence that would have disapproved my beliefs, I would change my mind.

I do hope that this topic will not be brought up again.

Yours truly,
Natasha Lim.

A Lesson Learnt

Oh wow 4 A.M and Natasha is awake?
Yeah, she is.

And she's blogging. A poem.

She sat by the window sill
Stared out the brown square frame
Wondered if she should
Travel down the road.

She stood by the door
Stared out the brown rectangular frame
Wondered if she should
Travel down the road.

She stood by the road
Stared out of her rectangular glasses
Wondered if she should
Travel down the road.

As she walked barefoot
To travel down the road
She realized that she should
Have listened to her mom.

As she walked barefoot
To travel down the road
She realized that she should
Have worn her torn little sandals.

As she walked barefoot
To travel down the road
She realized that she should
Ignore all the pains.

She lay on the bed
Thinking of the flash
The pain burning her
Her mother, crying for her.

She lay on the bed
Thinking of the flash
The pain burning her
A joyrider, had hit her.

She lay on the bed
Thinking of the flash
The pain burning her
She, had learnt her lesson.

Natasha L.


It's kinda weird really, this poem. I'm actually trying to say that because this particular girl, didn't listen to her mom, had to feel the pain because she was hit by a car. Well, don't look at it at one angle. Try to relate it with current social problems. Like uh... Taking drugs and having to pay the price and stuff like that. So, listen to advice before things are too late.

Hope you liked it. Or at least, GOT IT.

Hmm...

It's exams and I have no idea what to do. Studying? Nah... I don't feel like it. I remember being more stressed out for my topical test. Dang.

I've got lots to study and I'm just bumming around downloading songs. If my dad knew about this, I'm dead. I guess I should start with BM. Move on to Moral. Then KHB. Read a little about PSV and read a lot for PJK.

Okay okay. I best do a schedule.

Today (Sunday) - BM, Moral, PJK, PSV, KHB and Sejarah.
Monday - PJK, PSV, KHB, Sejarah.
Tuesday - Sejarah, Geography.
Wednesday - Geography.
Thursday - Geography and Science.
Friday - Sivik, Science and Maths.
Saturday - ditto
Sunday - ditto
Monday - Maths and Science
Tuesday - Maths and Science.

Okay. I feel better now. I like to have things straightened out. I don't like to not know what's happening. xD

Keelhauled!!

I don't if it's just me or what but I'm hooked!

I started playing Pirates of the Caribbean at night last night and I got hooked and played 'til dawn! And I have this game on my PSP, Pirates, and I got hooked on that too. And it kinda hit me that it's cool be a pirate. Killing people for no reason whatsoever. Running away from the English like a pariah. What more could I truly want? Ok sure, if I ever get caught, I'd be decapitated or just keelhauled. I'm talking like a true pirate, I am. If only talking like a pirate is accepted in Malaysia. All the swearing and cursing. And you won't be called to the teacher's office for minor offences like that!

Guitar Failure

I didn't get to go for futsal... ): Devinna's dad couldn't come and besides, I had tuition. Since I've actually forgotten that I've got a blog, I guess I should continue where I left.

I'm learning how to play the guitar and yay! I got to know how to play the first few chords of my favourite song, Always Be My Baby by David Cook. Though I still have troubles playing the thing. Ah well, I'll ask Calvin how. If anyone out there knows how to play it, then please tell me. Thanks!

F.I.N.A.L.S. - F*ck I Never Actually Learned Sh*t

It's the holidays, dammit.

Well, not exactly the holidays. I've got to study for my finals. And I don't know squat about any of my history subjects. Not even geography. All I know is that that piece of land is called a tanjung and I haven't even completed my geography project because my teacher is admitted to the hospital. Hope she's fine. (I'm wishing her well, in case you didn't know i.e SOME PEOPLE, you know yourselves).

Yay! I'm going for futsal with Bimbo Queen and Bimbo R later... Hope Arty Bimbo is coming along. I'm wearing my Manchester United jersey! W00T! (:

Yeah Right!

In this SO CALLED free country, you are allowed to say whatever you want. Apparently, you're allowed to say whatever you want in this country. Well, APPARENTLY. So much for being able to say anything you want.